my stamina has seriously gone down the drain. i think i know why too. haven't done much these past weeks. my life revolved around four walls since the start of the mugging holidays. either at home ( where i eatsleepslackthenmug ) or at burger king with menny and justine ( where we once again, eattalkmugandeatagain).
bah. my mugging effort hasnt churned out any desirable result so far. i think it's because i spent half my time on distractions like blogging instead of mugging. NONONO!! - thts the irritating panic syndrome gnawing at the insides of my brain now. should be mugging. i repeat. SHOULD BE MUGGING. NOT BLOGGING. the call to start work is so intense, yet the desire to answer it is so weak. whether or not i answer it, now that's a different story :) anyway, i think i'm gonna have to try out the "reverse mentality" technique should this slacking mood continues. bah. " I LIKE TO MUG. MUGGING IS A GREAT PAST TIME. IT'S THE BEST HOBBY EVER CREATED ON EARTH. " - think it's working? i highly doubt so. uh huh.
on a lighter note though, finally, i managed to beat the crap out of the slug monster in me and got down to jog in the evening today. sheesh. i used to be able to jog 10 rounds during my napfa days. now i barely hit 5 rounds and i'm panting like i've just complete some antartica marathon. seriously, i think all those innocent looking slices of mooncakes and chocolate cubes are killing my body cells faster than they can replicate through mitosis. I"VE GOT TO GET BACK IN SHAPE! - uh not as though i had been in shape all these while though. >.<''' hurhur. bah who cares, i think i need those endorphins streaming through my bloodstream more than ever now. its the linchpin to my survival after a day of hitting the books. ugh. the funny thing is, i was singing the school cheers in my head while jogging. kinda uplifting and as uncanny as it sounds, it kinda provided me with a fresh burst of sheer motivation to keep on running. guess i'm becoming more victorian now. maybe one day i'll join the likes of my vj friends who run to de-stress. haha. till then i'm still putting up a valiant fight against the slug monster in me. sometimes i win, sometimes IT wins. oh well, its still a worthwhile effort i suppose.
yay-ness! i'm going to sch to do banner painting tml :) !! least i wont have to be trapped by the same four walls again- i need to get out of the house!! where i can paint under the bright blue sky and hopefully get a nice tan :)
i like posting a long entry once in a while. makes me feel so excited over the prospect of blogger after mia-ing from it for eons. Gavin degraw - Follow Through, is running circles in my head. :) sweetness. till then, take care everyone! and for the threebilliononemillionsixthhundredthousand time, Happy MUGGING. :D
+ this is the start of something new.. don't you agree?
9:03:00 PM
take off against the wind
